STRUM

 She walked in the door after school, made nachos & then STRUMMED.

and now she is ten...

 Everything is more fun with a friend by your side...

especially when your mom insists on taking birthday pictures every year.

We were a few weeks late of your actual birthday...or a few months.

But sunshine, the beautiful mountains, daisy chains and a dear friend made it worth the wait.

falling snow

I get a pit in my stomach when I think of icy roads, cold toes, snow in March...winter.

But even I can appreciate the beauty in the snow falling.

It makes everything it touches look a bit more magical.

a letter for Mother's day

To our daughters,

What I hope you know and always remember:

• my heart overflows with love for you
• when I tell dad about my favorite moments with you---a smile spreads over his face and he says "they're so cute"
• we wouldn't change one.single.solitary.thing about you
• the Mother's day gifts I received are special to me---but nothing makes me happier than the notes and card you have given me all week
• treasures you make with your hands are worth more than diamonds to me
• being cuddled on the couch, reading a book together---the five of us, is like heaven on earth to me
• you are each unique and special in your own ways and we love that you are so different from each other
• when you all want to sit beside me at the very same time---and I have two on each side and Sophie on my lap---I feel like I am doing something right as a mom
• I absolutely LOVE being your mother

How did I get SO lucky!?

xoxo

Mom

Sophie,

On Friday as I was doing your hair for school you mentioned that it was "mom show and tell" that day.  You weren't sure of any details and I had never heard anything about it from your teacher...so it went in one ear and out the other (does that ever happen to you?).  When I arrived at the school to pick you up at the end of your school day---tears were streaming down your face.  "You didn't come" was all that I could understand of the words you tried to get out through your sobs.  I was heart sick.  At the end of the school day your teacher invited the moms to come so that they could be your show and tell that day.    (How did I not get this invitation from your teacher?)  You wanted me there...and had I known that you were watching the door, waiting for me to come through, I would have been there.  I felt so sorry for not listening to you.  Thank you for wanting me there...and for telling me the "special thing about your mom" that you wanted to share with the class as we sat on the couch together after school.  (I am glad you like my chocolate chip cookies.)  Thank you for forgiving me...I love you with all my heart!

Mom

The important thing about mom is she's kind

she's pretty,

comforting,

and quiet,

She takes care of me,

she loves me,

she helps me play cello,

she gives me fun activities,

she teaches me things I need to know,

she's neat and orderly.

But the important thing about mom is she's kind.

From,

Kate

Sweet Kate---thank you for writing this poem for me.  I loved the hearts that you drew next to your poem.  I hope I can live up to these nice things you have said about me.  I know all of those nice things remind me of you- pretty, comforting, quiet, full of love and fun...and most of all kind!  I love you sweetheart

Dear Ellie,

Thank you for the sweet cards you wrote me...and for your enthusiasm for showering me with gifts on mother's day morning.  You were so excited and it brightened my day!  You make being a mom easy!  You are so good to me---helpful, hardworking and full of love.  You were the very first to make me a mom over 11 years ago!  I love you!

xo

love, truth, virtue and beauty

“What is man’s ultimate direction in life? 
It is to look for love, truth, virtue, and beauty”

Shinichi Suzuki

Kate is performing her Suzuki book one cello recital this weekend.  She will perform all of the music she has learned in cello by memory.   It feels like we have reached a bridge, one that had been far in the distance.  As she crosses it there are exciting opportunities and learning for all of us on the other side.  I have been one of her biggest cheer leaders...but sometimes I feel like her greatest handicap.  As we sit in lessons together I am reminded over and over again how limited I am in being her guide through this learning.  There are so many aspects to pay attention to---position, bowing, rhythm, fingering...the smallest adjustment can make such a big difference.  I often imagine what it would be like for her if I knew what I was doing.  But through this process we are learning together---seeking improvement, enjoying the work, developing a love for the music and appreciating the opportunity.  Learning those things side by side, as mother and daughter, might be even more important than the music itself- because through this our love for each other, life and music deepens.

birthday day....

Our girls have waited until their 8th birthday to pierce their ears...

(I'm kinda hoping Sophie will hold out even longer.)

Kate had said after Ellie had hers pierced that she would wait until she was 21.

She changed her mind...

so after swimming lessons we headed out to Claire's.

She was SOOOOOOOO nervous.

She held thightly to the bear they offered her and then squeezed the hand her little sister offered her.

The tears lasted until they handed her a mirror...

"Mom, I look SO different!" she exclaimed!

She is getting too grown up too fast if you ask me :)

Pizza for lunch with her favorite playmates (her sisters)!

 Off to see Mirror Mirror.

Can you believe two security guards were walking by when I tried to take their pictures in front of the theater and they wouldn't let me!  Not even for the birthday girl.  He suggested the brick wall.  Wow!  I am speechless!  Seriously!?

We finished off the evening poolside...with strawberries, cream and pound cake for dessert.  

What a perfect day!